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These poems are completely amateur so please don't judge too harshly. I could find no way of straight writing and kept deleting my efforts. The poems seems to be sticking. 

Takers

9/9/2020

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There are those who take from others and have no concept of giving. 

And when they might choose to give, it is always on the condition of taking yet more. 

​MOTH
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found wanting..

9/9/2020

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The people had judged you and have found you wanting, but they didn't detect what you have in store for them. 

They were wrong. 

What you had, you had kept a a most deep secret, so that they could not erase all of you. 

When it comes, they will be all swept away.

​MOTH


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Take me with me

9/2/2020

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Where I go, there  again
too and fro ,  back and forth  around in circles  
square dancing in tired triangles
take your head along a body bicycle
route unknown, trying to out wit the very wheels
whipping your body along  lanes lined with icy dread
treading in circles

cycling backwards  reversing  up and mounting pavements
peculiar shapes   bumping along broken and battered   statements
staying with it only to veer wildly off into a thicket
brambles..
scrambling to understand  the mumbles lines praying for 
some kind of saving  agent, ageing, waiting for  sane  moments
I'm not crazy. 

​I just can't outrun my brain.
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    by Paul Sinclair


    This journal confronts childhood trauma, adult PTSD and anxiety disorder. There are also experiential themes of ACOA (being an adult child of an alcoholic).

    I'm hoping this research and testimony can help the 1 in 5 children and adult children either experiencing addiction and abuse, or the adult consequences. 

    ​We can heal ourselves. 

    https://nacoa.org/
    https://adultchildren.org/
    ​https://www.mind.org.uk/

    THIS IS A CHAOTIC AND PERSONAL ACCOUNT, PLEASE ALLOW FOR FREE THOUGHTS, EMOTIONAL EXPRESSION AND POETRY. 

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