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These poems are completely amateur so please don't judge too harshly. I could find no way of straight writing and kept deleting my efforts. The poems seems to be sticking. 

feeling today

9/8/2019

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a tango of mistrust
dances in bee circles
a quiver of yellow arrows
cowardice and notions unjust
but there is a must
a must..

somehow through yawning and forlorn feelings
spinning thoughts and mind reeling
from blows on skull anvils
I hold onto vapour walls to stop from falling
falling, falling..

and I miss my dad and cannot put out the image of closing his eyes
so I close mine tight and imagine and imagine
that he is back with me
my best friend
dad I will try
I will try. 

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    by Paul Sinclair


    This journal confronts childhood trauma, adult PTSD and anxiety disorder. There are also experiential themes of ACOA (being an adult child of an alcoholic).

    I'm hoping this research and testimony can help the 1 in 5 children and adult children either experiencing addiction and abuse, or the adult consequences. 

    ​We can heal ourselves. 

    https://nacoa.org/
    https://adultchildren.org/
    ​https://www.mind.org.uk/

    THIS IS A CHAOTIC AND PERSONAL ACCOUNT, PLEASE ALLOW FOR FREE THOUGHTS, EMOTIONAL EXPRESSION AND POETRY. 

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